I’d rather loose 300 IDGAF give me MY man

I’ll harm you Faggot

You're welcome anytime!!!! Yeah I don't wanna be That Guy but being mixed race has affected my life pretty severely no matter what unfortunately. It lowkey sucks LOL you're not enough for anybody even your own family... Like Ok. Unfortunately it's part of my shame so.. Idk I'm tired of people telling me I'm not enough of something to be considered whatever. Like what am I then? Lol. I'm tired of people asking for shit like percents too Why do we Gaf

WHAT'S YOUR DEAL

WTFFFFFFFF

Imma block U. On here. One Google cancel doc coming right up...

I'M SAYING YOU CAN'T SAY THAT SO YOU'RE CANCELLED??????

OMG? How could you?? You're dating a girl how could you send me this. Blocked AND cancelled. I'm gonna write an expose Rentry on you. 2022 style.

Okay wait this might be a lot I'm trying to think about how I wanna answer this LOL... I've always had "problems" or "issues" regarding some parts of it (Personal things I'd rather not make public but you know), so it's been more of a struggle until pretty much recently to really say much about myself. Even since I was a kid I never really looked like one thing or another but most people didn't place much way back when Tbh. I look more predominantly Asian now but when I was younger I was darker + had curlier hair. Idk I never felt "accepted" by any specific group I'm part of... But I can't do much about that bcos both my parents are mixed LOLLL. Sometimes I wouldn't budge on things for years (That I already knew about, mind you) bcos of familial shame & Kids. Kids are sooooo mean even if they don't realize it 😒 There's been eras of my life where I refused to tell most people/make certain parts of my ethnicity public bcos I couldn't handle said shame that I associated with it. Sometimes I feel like those 500 disorder 500 PD's 400 races people but people have told me that at the least I'm not White... So?? I'm not really sure. I'm also sorta nervous about being perceived as such as well, even though it's not like any of this has really changed throughout my life. I'm closer to my dad's side of my family so naturally I'm more "in-tune" with those cultures than my mom's, which is also part of it. I have tons & tons of "opinions" on a lot of things, again moreso ethnicities on my dad's side (For reasons mentioned above). I dislike saying things I don't know much about on my mom's side. I 'know more' about things pertaining to Japanese people/Okinawans, Koreans, & Puerto Ricans, mainly. While I might know certain things regarding my mom's side, naturally there's gonna be more I know while growing up on a completely different side you know? When I was younger I did look more mixed Black more than anything else. I dislike calling myself Blasian specifically bcos if you looked at me now I highly doubt you'd be able to tell that specifically, which I'm aware of, which is also why I specifically use the term Afro-Asian to describe myself versus Blasian, as having an Afro would be the most prominent feature of that I have. It also doesn't negate the anti-black racism I've faced for pretty much all of my life until recently, but still. These days I often refer to myself as predominantly Asian, & if others have questions they can ask. This doesn't mean I'm not claiming being like Afro-PR because I still do, I just don't think I look the Afro part anymore which is fine. I have soo many specific experiences that really affect me as a person & how I view my race/ethnicity but this is long enough. If you have anything further feel free to ask 👀

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And you're not sharing bye

I’m kinda slow sorry 😅 Anything specific you meant? I'm lowkey confused

I DIDN'T SEEEEEEEE Hey Why're you stalking me

Hi no problem lol. First off... Why do you neeeed to use Japanese names? Because you're an introject? And you're comfortable with that name? Oh your parts refuse to change them? These're all examples of excuses I've seen recently (or popular ones in general). Yes, I still believe it's weird if you use names from specific marginalized communities that you know you shouldn't be using. While, for example, Japanese culture isn't inherently "closed", it's still weird to use names you have no real or true attachment or cultural ties to. There's like... Exceptions of course, but these are pretty much if you move/will move there AND plan to assimilate... Of course you'd use a Japanese name. Are any of these people doing that?? I mean no... I don't believe that just because you're some introject that you get a pass to use whatever name from whatever place you want. It feels like mockery almost? Lol. I don't care if you view it as "forcing you to source disconnect", you could use any other name and you Have to choose the names you know have discourse around them...? Sure. It's just plain weird. And then having everyone and their moms say "It's not that serious" when none of them are Japanese LOL... Because it is that serious, and if you say otherwise, that IS racism point-blank. Idc. ^^ Adding onto that, disorders cannot be used to excuse racism. Any disorder. Thought this was kinda known after white girls would use having DID as an excuse to say the n word back in the day. But whatever. Who knows I guess I also kind of do not care if your part "refuses to change" their name. That is on YOU as they are... Surprise... YOUR part, this is YOUR problem to fix. Stop talking about this shit publicly for brownie points, I don't care. I also don't care if someone "gifted" you whatever name; that's honestly between you & them & nobody else. Regardless, can't expect everyone to call you that shit nor should you be asking everyone ever to call you it (As an excuse to go by whatever name... I see it happen a lot, so...) TLDR; Having a disorder is not an excuse for racism. If you truly didn't know that's Fine but if someone tells you it's weird & you deny + make excuses, that Is Racism. I dead thought we went over this shit in 2020 with the DID faking + 2021/some 2022 with "IRLs"but I guess people either don't remember or are making excuses solely to do this anyway. I can't control what you do just Know what you're doing is weird & borderline racist if not Genuinely racist. ^.^ Hope this answers the question

I do own it! I don't think I'd trade my Urls for anything, though...